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Lord, please help me with the right words so that I can explain this understanding that I received today.




When a person suffers a lot in life from things that have caused them hardship, and this person struggled with addictions, lack of love, abuse, neglect, psychological trauma, developmental delay, disabilities, rejection, abandonment, betrayal and sexual trauma... But this person has done a lot of deliverance, healing, trauma education, and has changed her life completely - this person deserves a new chance at life. She deserves blessings.

God will not bless her if she's still living with the very people who caused her issues in the first place. Where would the justice be in that? How would that make sense, if these same people are still exactly the same. They have not repented. They have not acknowledged their issues. They have taken no accountability. They are still causing harm to those around them. No, God will not bless the household.
He knows that if He blesses you, they will benefit. 

He makes all things fair, just, righteous. 

He knows more than we do. He sees what we don't see. He knows all truths. Therefore we cannot blame Him for turning His back on those who don't seek Him. For it's not fair on those who suffer, yet turn to Him every day. He sees who is trying. He sees who is honestly, wholeheartedly changing themselves, even with mental illness and other hindrances and hardships. 

Why. Why do others not SEE what they're doing? 
What makes them think that God doesn't see all? 
What makes them lack any fear of the Lord? 
Do they not believe that God protects His children? 
That the wrath of God is real? 

Honestly, I would turn to Him ASAP. His patience is wearing thin. Repent. Before it's too late. 



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