Madonna, I release you

From as far back as I can remember, I have idolized you.

I mimicked you. Replicated you. I saw you as perfection.

For the longest time you were my God.

I renounce all of it. You're not a God. You're not perfection. You practice self idolatry, narcissism, witchcraft and the occult.

You are not a believer of our one true God. You idolize your own youth. You don't use your fame to promote truth or to create worthy change or transformation. 

Im no longer a fan. I pray you seek Jesus. Imagine the real change you could be part of if this happens! 


* a lover of Jesus Christ, the one true hero and savior of our souls, and of mankind *



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